Tis few days is all about these......................

Stuffs that Shasha did for me wen i'm down...

Black is better....definately~

My friend said it's THE car that suit me best.....




what do u think?

I am scared,
I am confused,
I am depressed,

Ever since the beginning of block 3, since all of our anat tests include block 1 and 2, I never seem to be doing anywhere close 2 good..Wait!!good???not even ok!!!
I barely pass my papers...but the worse downfall was today's paper!!I think it's really depressing because i started studying at 9pm yesterday, slept at 1.30am, woke up at 7.15am and went for the test at 8am n some part of me ACTUALLY still hoping that i can have borderline pass for this paper..what d hell am i thinking????*down down down down......(right round)*

Blocks is in 23 days, UNIS is in 49 days and within this period of time i have 4 blocks 2 cover...let's see????3 books of churasia, poddar, indiber singh (neuroanatomy), indiber singh (embryology), histology, countless bookless of notes, ganong, A.K Jain (volume 1 & 2), lipincott, 4 books of lecture notes per subject (anatomy, physiology, biochemistry)...Will i be able to complete all in 49 days??I am seriously so so so worried for me, MYSELF!!!SOS!!!

There are juz so many thgs 2 do at once..I felt like i have so many thgs 2 settle so i can have a peace mind to start studying but my tasks can never b completed..

I'm moving out from hostel soon..in the beginning, we (my 2 hsemates n i) were supposed to move out only next sem but due to unforeseen circumstances, we gottta take the hse in July o lose it..after discussion, the 3 of us agreed 2 take the hse n partially move in meaning we will b having 2 places..recently, 1 of my hsemate (the gal) backed out due her bitchy friends who wants 2 lodge a complain to JPA n eventually she might lose her scholarship...oh ya, she's an open-minded cool malay gal btw..this issue was so hot until all my seniors r aware about tis matter n they termed it as "bersedudukan"...haiz~ how fucked up can tis b???the best part of all we each paid deposit n today i got d keys 2 the hse already but i am lacking of a hsemate!!!!there's no way d 2 of us can cover for 3...I need a hsemate like real soon!!!

so juz look at my probs??I need 2 b focus but how could i when all tis problems r crawling up my sleeves???

I'll be having 2 tests this week, both biochemistry and physiology (sdl + non-sdl)...
n guess what???I just REALISED that it's 8 WEEKS before Unis!!!This is bad boy b'cos I have so much to do!!!!!!!!!!
Block 4??I don't remember anything from the 1st day of class itself?!!opps...I actually didn't go for the 1st day...=p
Well that's besides the point, the main thing is
I GOTTA KICK START...!!!!!

I was going through llaine, jade n sya's blogs when something suddenly stroke me..they started working already!!!n here i am not even through with 1st year of medical school.....?well besides that, there's so many things that are happening in my friends life dat i no longer noe..i can't tell who's in australia, us, uk o bla bla except the one in Canada..(yes it's u Esther!)
I felt so left out..well at least most of them are still in msia n they are still meeting n hanging out together..where else i'm far far away..
which i bet they dunno what's happening 2 me like clueless!!cos even my bf is asking what i am up to here..haha...all was private back then..

Well, I den gave it a thought...............i should start blogging again!!!n this time is really serious ppl..well i will try 2 keep it updated with at least a post per week...as i think this is the only way (for now) to keep my frens updated wth my life...
i bet jade, elaine, nd n a few others will start teasing me again n say dat it's juz another "hangat-hangat tahi ayam" attempt but i am serious tis round..well i tink i am...hahaha..i will try...will try....